date: august 4th, 2026
listening to: jewel - face of love
good evening everyone! so i'm sure you saw the title of this entry... i'm sorryyy i can't help it!! i don't wanna be that guy who's already talking about christmas in the middle of summer, but we've got a heatwave going on and i'm so tired of it... i hate summer!! there are too many bugs, it's too hot, and i can never do anything fun because i live in the middle of NOWHERE -_-!!! i'm sick of it!
...anyway! nothing interesting happened today unfortunately. all i really did was sit around and listen to rush, lolz. but my mom did finally tell my other mom to stop snapping and yelling at me all the time, which is awesome :3 hopefully she listens because i am really starting to lose my patience with her...
oh, i totally forgot - i'm thinking of customizing my profile beyond the premade layouts on this site. do you guys think i should do it ? i have some ideas already, but i'm also waiting because they're kind of... seasonal ^_^' (sorry, like i said i can't help it :P)
^ that smiley reminds me, this will be my first christmas being old enough to drink! i wonder if my parents will let me try their irish cream coffee on christmas morning... or maybe some real alcohol at new years!!
i don't really have a specific interest in drinking. i tried a vodka shirley temple at my birthday dinner but i'm kind of afraid of alcohol haha... i don't ever want to get drunk, it sounds scary. i don't want to feel like i'm not in control of my mind and body, yknow? maybe that doesn't make sense lol, i just have no interest in drinking anyway, but maybe i'll try some at the holidays :]
anyways, i'm not sure what i want to put on my christmas list this year. my parents say i'll be getting different things this year since i'm technically an adult now, but what does that mean? and do they want me to put those things on my list, even though they won't tell me what they are??? i don't knowww
i think it's appropriate to be thinking about my christmas list at this time of year. people need time to buy gifts, plus it's good to know what you want in advance! i also know for a fact that i'm not the only one thinking of these things; my parents started their shopping in january!
anyway, i'll end this off here lolz. i've said a mouthful already! goodnight my friends, enjoy your day/night/etc... and your summer, if you can ;3 bye!!
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neomatcha
listening to christmas music in summer is fun, don't let the haters get to u!! irish cream coffee sounds fire omg,,, ˙𐃷˙ don't feel pressured to drink if u don't want, but you don't have to get smashed drunk your first time. try starting with a drink or 2 to get you tipsy and go from there :3 (not speaking from experience... or i guess speaking from the experience of watching friends be drunk, lol)
Razzmatazz
I'm so excited for fall!!! I totally get it I hate summer too. It's also smokey because of wild fires, I miss the rain 😭💔 I hate smoke so much I hope the fires clear soon. I don't want another 2021 💔 the leaves need to turn orange and red nowww im ready for spooky season