i'm so cooked

listen i know this is usually a canon lesbian event but i think i have a crush on my best friend who says she might be bi AND she has a boyfriend. i literally cannot control my feelings and this feels wrong especially since she is literally in a relationship at the moment. we've been friends for years and i'm scared to ever confess my feelings cause i constantly live with the fear that we will eventually fall apart. even thinking about her makes me blush guys i'm deep fried