Being in bed...

Have you ever got a surgery? Have you ever not be able to walk? or move in any other form? Thats what I'm liing right know, I just got a leg surgery, When I was like 14yo, I got into an accident wich broke my leg, and I got surgery then, they placed a metal piece into my bones, so it healed, but they had to remove it, and so here I am, 2 days from now, I was in bed, waiting for the doctors to come in, and sedate me, I'm not sure why but just before that, I got an anxiety attack, I've never got one, It was horrendous, I wanted to just jump off bed and go home, even tho I knew I couldn't do it, everything leads to here, bored, writing about myself, I'm not even sure about what to say now, but I just feel like writing this "down", I would post pics but I dont think I have any.