COPE! (Flare Up)

I am going through a flare up and I think I'm losing my mind. I wanna go outside and do stuff, but I actually DON'T cause I feel so bad like I'd rather lay in bed. I think about how epic it would be if I were super productive. I can enjoy the little things I guess but I'm starting to get anxious. Oh well LOL. There is one word I tell myself that helps me deal: cope. 

I think I used too much of my brain yesterday cause I got a nasty headache in the evening. I managed to unpack all my CDs though- I have way more than I thought HA. Still gotta figure out a nice spot for my DVDs. Everything always hurts dude. I'll probably shower at some point today. I want to get things done, but even little things are hard. COPE! XD