Time

I don't know if it is just me but I feel like time is going a little to fast even during spring and summer (may also be a factor of the earth spinning a little to fast LMAO)

I'm unemployed and job searching, maybe that explains a lot of why my day feels so fast but I am also wondering if anyone is going through the same thing! I usually have my day scheduled, my calendar notifies me of what I have to do to get through the day (cardio, working out, chores, outings, taking my cat outside, etc.) But even when I do all that, I feel like I have accomplished nothing, simply because time is going to fast and by the end I feel lazy and guilty about it and or that its a constant loop.

I am honestly not enjoying it, I remember when I was 10, laying by the beach in Beirut, Lebanon. I was getting ready to swim as my mother watched me with my aunt and yet the day felt so long even after having to travel through mountains, check points and many places. 

Now  I am craving that same feeling of not knowing what is going to happen within the next hour of my day, making it feel slow and peaceful and not worrying about having to be productive.