Mi adiccion a la cafeína // My caffeine adiction

Tenia algunas dudas acerca de si era adicto o no, quizá unas 6 monsters y 2 redbulls la semana pasada podrían haber sido claras señales de eso, pero realmente me dí cuenta de eso hoy en la mañana, desperté lo mas encabronado posible, del pequeño enojo que me provocaban mis padres ahora sentía que los odiaba, estaba agotado, ganas de no hacer nada pero de matar a alguien.. estuve escuchando algo de MCR y de la nada mi mamá me quita los audifonos y me pone a ayudarles en el trabajo (tenemos un pequeño negocio familiar).. no hubiera sido ningun problema, usualmente les ayudo, pero joder.. no se que tenía en ese momento pero estaba taaaan encabronado.. hasta que en un momento me mandaron a comprar algo.. y vi que vendian pepsi, pero no una pepsi normal, la vi bien y decía que estada adicionada con cafeína.. sinceramente no recuerdo su nombre, podría decir que empezaba con "K" o con "N", o algo así. Apenas le di el primer trago y DIOS... la vida es taan bella...... Sinceramente tambien pienso que fué el hecho de haber dormido solamente como 2 horas que me provocó ponerme mas enojado, realmente ocupaba ese azucar y cafeína... :3

//English//

I had some doubts about whether I was an addict or not... maybe those 6 monsters and 2 redbulls from last week could have been clear signs, but I really realized it this morning. I woke up as pissed off as possible, that little annoyance I usually feel toward my parents turned into feeling like I hated them.. i was exhausted, had zero motivation to do anything, but at the same time felt like killing someone, i was listening to some MCR and out of nowhere, my mom takes my headphones off and makes me help out with work (we have a small family business), it wouldn't have been a problem, i usually help them, but damn… i don't know what was wrong with me, i was sooo pissed off, until at one point they sent me to buy something… and I saw they were selling pepsi, but not a normal pepsi, i took a closer look and it said it was boosted with caffeine, honestly, i don’t remember the name, maybe it started with a 'K' or an 'N' or something like that. As soon as I took the first sip, GOD… life is soooo beautiful...... Honestly, I also think the fact that I only slept like 2 hours made me even angrier, i really needed that sugar and caffeine... :3