Dog died yesterday

This is just a blog on how I feel recently

I can't deny the fact that Im extremely sad now that your gone you were the best dog that I've had you were my only friend during the pandemic you were there when I was feeling sad, feeling numb you were there when I got rejected the 3rd time you were there when I was suffering with insecurities your the only one that was with me when my mom and dad would always fight, even though your a dog youre like a friend and a sister to me. Till now I still cannot accept the fact the your gone. Yesterday I didn't cried because I it didn't process to me yet, it was so sudden just a few months ago you were perfectly healthy and ok then all of a sudden you couldn't stand up and walk then just yesterday you started spitting out blood that was when it hit me that your gonna die I can't fuckign accept it still and what's worse is that you passed away in my room, I fuckign hate that I didn't even notice you not breathing anymore I wish I could've hug you before you passed away, I miss you tomtom.