I wanna go back to the mental hospital

I want to go back to the mental hospital so bad. I got in there in the first place because I wanted too and I was curious on what it was like. At first it felt a little odd and new. But once I warmed up, I actually really liked it there and felt like I belonged. I had friends that understood, got away from my parents, and had a schedule (I discovered I really liked it when someone else plans out what I’m supposed to do for me). Plus it was never boring unlike my current life! How do I go back to a mental hospital without getting beat by my dad?