band (and also violin)

so i'm in band now. ... i don't play a single instrument GET ME THE FUCK OUT

My teacher kind of just handed me a violin and told me to practice. I dunno much im gonna be honest

I learned like a few notes and I haev to learn the other ones but i'm LAZY and TIRED and SLOW

maybe i'll switch out of this class idk, maybe it's too late but whatever

i don't even really know how to read sheet music.,,,, ;-;

i don't know SHIT and the rest of my class has already moved on to practicing the national anthem #killingmyself

i'll make it tho... i think... i'll survive.... i just don't know anything right now #stressed