ppl keep saying they mourn my blu hair era....

ppl keep asking me to bring back my vibrant blu hair and i sadly will not do that... :( even with my circumstances, the coorperate world is still v v judgemental :/// its not gonna happen, i will however always mourn it.

i was basically stalked irl and digitally, to the point where expressing myself was unsafe. i had to move houses as i was being threatened with my location being plastered on the internet, and was associated with a really unsafe community on rblx at the time. laugh all u want as thinking about roblox being unsafe sounding silly, but because of roblox my popularity was really taken advantage of. i was vulnerable, and became friends with the wrong people, and talked to the wrong boys, and before you know it, i was, and am still getting spam called by random people, and photos of me taken. i know that i still stand out because of my style, but my dyed hair really made me a target to everyone.

i will never forget the pure panic these people gave me on a daily basis, and still manage to do. i always think that one day im going to get killed walking down the street:/ as brootal as that sounds, its true. i know that this probably is really dramatic for something as small as my hair being a different colour but at that time it made me a target, made me feel unsafe. ;(