Rootlog 56 (well 1 for this site...)

So a lot has happened...

Though I always say this. Hi.

So i moved recently, not far mind you but enough that it was annoying. Now I have a roommate. Or is it a new roommate, I can't keep my story straight. They're nice, though we squabble over enough little things to wonder if it'll work out. I've known em' for a good while and I think it'll be fine. I mean as of writing we haven't killed eachother after a few months. Man fuck it's September.

What else is going on? Idk. I have been tired and easily distracted.

Other things I shouldn't talk about

While I haven't said much about it, I have some interests. The afterdark kind I want to figure out where to put down. One part because I want to express that weird shit so it's not just stuck up in here. Other part because some of it is technically interesting to me so I wanna yap about bad fetish systems without people getting bogged down in the fetish.

Maybe I just need a more creative outlet, or something that keeps my hands busy.

After-all I am that kind of person, I need to make stuff I think. Or just do something that feels like progress.

It's got to be done by my hands, else the time just passes and I feel bad... The blog is supposed to be part of that but I have terrible discipline as you can no doubt find out. To be fair, giving people a means of shooting out to me about what I write would help.

I gotta work on modeling more maybe. I have an idea for some edits I could make to a character. ~and it only has to be slightly weird...~ I also think I wanna go do a proof-of-concept for a different friend of mine's idea. I remember forever ago saying it wasn't possible but I think I now disagree. Either I'm getting better at modeling/game dev shit or I'm just more willing to go balls-to-the-wall, I'm not sure.

And while I interweave thoughts, train-ofconsciousness style.

I think I need to start posting on something other than just my site and spacehey. Namely because spacehey is a bit dead, and I shouldn't put all the eggs in one basket.

I want to avoid following the kids and whatever they're enamored with this week.

1. They do not have my taste in site.
2. Drama, and not even useful stuff, just he-said-she-said bullshit.

That is to say I'm not interested in napoleanite. Also doesn't help that it seems like it's a little to easy to spin up one's own with not too much effort: after all, FOSS exists yall...

I like the idea of Friend Rewind. New codebase and new people. But I also think I'll end up being a passing fad and underutilized. (Frankly I miss the short span of myspace93 when my buddy was showing me that). Still... I want to use it, I do like spacehey and I want something similar if it really is going the way of the dodo. It isn't IMO but why not be in two places.

Hell the more the merrier, I want to drop on to one more weird place, movim. Not that movim is social media. Its actually instant messaging. I want to talk for a very long time, so long everyone grows old and dies, about XMPP. I really do. But I also want to talk on it since PubSub is just... right there... Need to see how tenable it is to post there though. My site is my basis and I really want to sacrifice as little as possible.

Question for you all then...

What is it that you want from our little hell of an internet? How would you go about achieving it?

Peace and Love, as per usual. I may be infrequent but I won't be gone.