I miss him

I just want my son and my boyfriend 

I'm finally going back to school from maternity leave and my son and boyfriend are at my boyfriend's house while I'm at my house. I want my babies back so bad.

If it wasn't for my mom refusing to let me move and if someone in my family instead of my boyfriends mom could care for the baby while I go to school and my boyfriend works then I'd have them..

Being constantly around two people and transitioning to being alone while knowing that this awful mess is going to be the normal is a new type of loneliness.