Yapping

Everything is so fucking borninggggg

There's no good long youtube videos, there's no good roblox games, minecraft is boring right now, i don't want to play tomadachi, all my DS games are just games that repeat a million times, I don't wanna play animal crossing, I've already completed all of unpacking and Mario kart, i don't want to read any of my books right now, i cant go anywhere because 1. Its cold and might rain and 2. i don't have a car and 3. I live in such a fucking boring place, all i can do is shop and maybe go to a park.

Going to a park does seem fun but again its cold and might rain, and i don't wanna be alone cause i have a fear of being fucking kidnapped, i want to shop but all the shops are too far for walking distance.

I've felt like this for a while but I think my new pills have been making it worse, i hope i can get off of them soon cause their making everything worse to me.

I want to move my room around but I hate doing cleaning or other room stuff in silence so I'd need music or a video, but music would make me wanna pace and I'd get distracted quickly.

Ngl writing this made me realize that my attention span is fucked, not too fucked but its bad. Also idk how to explain it but like I've gotten so much dopamine from stuff that everything just seems boring, even the stuff that gave me dopamine.