Lonelinesss

Hi everyone I’m going to talk about something that I’ve experienced for the most of my life and let you all know that people out there have the same problems and that your not alone so let’s start

A long time ago I was 11 this is were middle school started to become a hell for me. I had these friends in my class that were horrible. Especially this one girl named Alice who kept on talking shit about her other friends too me and I was worried she talked the same about me. Which I later found out she did but let’s not talk about that now.

So Alice had a tendency to push out her friends out of the friend group and turn everyone against that specific person so they had no friends and were forced to apologize to her for something they didn’t do so they wouldn’t be alone. I was pushed out and betrayed from the friend group at least 1 time a week which was honestly exhausting but after a while I finally got used to it . I decided that after 3 years of being treated like that I decided to stick up for myself ( mind u I had no one and no one else cared about me in the school and treated me inhuman ) I told her that she should stop cause I fucking tired off it and she took it so serious she turned the whole school against me. Later when I got into highschool,she made my life worse by telling all my new friends what I did before (half of the stuff were lies but ofc no one believed me) so now I’m 14 and I decided to completely change schools and I’m finding peace for now . 

Kirby out🩷