senior yr

barely 2 months into senior yr n I already feel the pressure. its so weird to finally be filling out applications that I used to only hear about. I feel like im so behind. everyone already is like finishing their college essay, and has a bunch of direct admissions offers, yet I don't have anything. I don't even have a brag sheet or anything literally. like I have a college acceptance at least, but I still feel behind. I don't even wanna go to where I was accepted, but I guess I will if no other place accepts me. I just can't wait for may. ill be crossing that stage and all these yrs of struggles will have been worth it. I js feel so behind.