for you

i just cut my hair and dyed it, when will the remnants of you leave. honestly i think its quite lame the way i wait around for you even though i left myself. so let your tongue shrivel at the taste of another way to cope, ill be here waiting even though i told you id leave and not look back. i just wonder if it meant as much to you as it did to me, because to me it means everything. for now ill pull the corsage out of my fridge finally in closure and dust it with hairspray, in a final attempts to gasp what you and i used to be. 

i have never felt so alone in my life, and i believe it would be better if i stepped back and left, no trace to be seen. yet ill continue to post these stupid calls to action in hopes youll know its for you and youll come to me and sing the songs i so wish to hear.