digital diary ⋆⭒˚.⋆ 12/09/26

hello again :D

ive been away for quite some time,,,what can I say, life got in the way ;( 

like I mentioned in my last entry, I had to come back to my hometown because my mum was in the hospital. she was discharged yesterday so now I have to take care of her at home,,,which wouldn't bother me if she just SAT HER ASS DOWN. a herniated disc that caused nerve damage isn't going to heal if she keeps standing up, trying to do shit. I mean I get it, I too would lose my mind if I had to stay in bed the entire day but JESUS no wonder it isn't getting better !!!! x_X

other than that, I haven't been up to much to be honestttttt,,,lowkey just reading and trying to escape reality :P AND changing my profile picture again and again in hopes of trying to find the coolest pic of me :D

my grandparents have been driving me INSANEEEEE,,,they dont outright criticise me but I KNOW that they want to,,,its all in the subtext -_- I might be autistic but I am EXTREMELY good at picking up subtle criticism. they're so disappointed that I didnt turn out "normal" ( which in their eyes looking boring and being conservative ) but I do not CAAAAREEEEE what ur stupid old people friends think of me !!! stop treating me like im some weirdo freak just because I dress emo and have coloured hair MAAAAANNNNNNN,,,I cannot wait to go back to my own place and away from all this BULLSHIT !!!

I also managed to kill off all my mums plants,,,again,,,I am nothing but a cold-blooded murderer...

that's it for tonight, be prepared to hear from me again,,,hopefully daily :D 

anywayzzzzz heres my stupid face before u leave :3