highschool

I start highschool in august and im hella nervous fr. i wont know anyone since this is pretty far from my old school. So all new people. Not only that but i feel like I stand out in a bad way. During the tour earlier this year,,,BRO.. the seniors are fineeeee ngll like actually. Is it like a post pueberty glow up or something? They look like gods bro Im so jealous and this one girl was hella pretty. She had one of them silky buss downs. Expensive looking shit yknow? I would know cause I bumped into her and she said "excuse me, boo" BOO?! like chill im hella easy ntm.. im saying this cause i think i can get easy manipulated. I feel like a teenage boy who hasnt nut in 5 months whenever a bad bitch talks to meeeuuhh... the guys are alr ig,, Louisiana isnt know for its men for a reason.  ugly ass dudes bru. But there IS the occasional fine darksinnnnuhhh,,, then i be overly thirsty. I swear i probably look like a shivering chiwauwua or however u spell it.  But i promised myself I wonts fw a super senior,, I cant wait to make a new friend group or something,,, I want a bad bitch to love me brooooo 😭😭 Ima get me one trust 😏