school T-T

ive gotta start a new school soon AND IM SO SCARED!!!

im literally shitting my pants omg im terrified. i havent been to school since i was 14 IM 16 NOW thats like 2 whole years DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY THINGS CHANGE IN 2 YEARS.. not much actually, but still, i have no clue what people my age are like nowadays, i have no idea whats considered "cool" anymore because im a shut in who doesnt go outside for 2 YEARS!!

ive gotta study A LOT to catch up becuase i dumb asf.. my brains gonna explode and ima die! idek what year (grade) im in though im sure i can figure it out if i actually spent more than 2 seconds thinking about it before giving up.

IVE ALSO GOTTA PREPARE TO GET BULLIED, i was already bullied a little when i was 14 and I KNOW or a fact ima get bullied even more because not only am i a quiet weird kid but now ive got pink hair. ive already got barked at in the street cant wait to get barked at in school yippie! 

also first time blogging kinda nervous haha.. aint no one gonna read this lmao. does this count as a rant or like life i have no clue what catagory this would be in...