i hate being a lesbian sumtimes

ok so likemdont get me wrong, i LOVE women and i love my identity but its so hard finding people that are acctually into you yk? so many relationships end so fast becuz theyre so rushed, but noone really wants to take a minute to acctually get to know eachother first. not to meantion all the leading on, and god being in a small town means im always gonna find out the girl im w is like a terf or some gross shit like that, YUCK! blargggggg universe just send me a cute female presenting person that is acctually attracted to ME anyways june rant over