(this isn't a vent post)
Don't you ever want to be alone? like not "I want sit in my room all day and not speak to anyone." kind of alone but "I wish I was the only person to ever exist on this planet." Well, most often I feel that way, even if I appreciate those around me who I love.
Although, there are days, weeks and months where I would love to be the only surviving human on earth, perhaps it would be scary but in my own deluded imagination... I would love to not speak to anyone, not hear from anyone and possibly life would be more simple (except for the reality of surviving or barely even surviving without other humans..)
What I have learned from this is people make life seem more complicated when it is simple in reality, this is why I want to be alone most of the time because it sounds simple. I don't have to argue with someone, I don't have to put more energy into talking to someone, I don't have to explain myself to anyone at all.
In reality I am very open to communicating and getting to know people but there is obviously those moments where I wish I was alone.
I really wonder if anyone may feel the same way.
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In the show "The Vampire Diaries" there are these objects that contain "Prison Worlds" in them. Almost perfect copies of the real world on the date they where made, but with little/no people. Now granted they usually harbored something monstrous/unsafe... but it was ONE being, compared to the BILLIONS that exist in the real world. You will experience the same day over and over again... but if you get the choice and could pick the right season/temp its truly irrelevant especially when you factor in that if you get bored you can just... travel. To anywhere. I always thought that seemed very freeing. To get to experience life without all of the extra drama of humanity, to just live. Sure Id miss the possibility of meeting people, but most people I've met have not stuck around or have hurt us in some way, so as long as i had my kids/pets with me i don't think it would bother me so much anymore.