idk

I lowkey wish i had been born a boy. Ive had this feeling for about five years now maybe longer. Sometimes i think about how things might've been different or better for me had i been born the other sex. I just think i would have been happier as a boy. Looking like a boy, sounding like a boy, living like a boy, etc. idk what to do with this since there's no way im ever telling my dad. he`s a republican and leans kind of maga. Ive also heard the things he's says about trans people. I mean i love him that's my dad but yk. Does wishing i was a boy make me trans? idk ive never really looked into these feelings before. Idk what i should do. Advice is much appreciated