ADHD

I HATE MY FUCKING ADHD MEDSSSSSS GRRRR

The first day they worked well, i actually did an assignment in creative writing (Which is a huge achievement tbh), that was good, yada yada, god a headache and stomach ache, and stayed up will 1 am even after being exhausted whatever.

Second day: I have a dry throat, my heard is beating fast, my vision feels slightly off, headache, stomach ache, getting angry pretty quick, and i was exhausted again.

Third day (today): I am so fucking pissed at everything, i have a headache that hurts so bad i can barely fucking feel it, all i ate was a side salad and noodles today, all i drank was 1 milkshake and 1 soda. 

I feel full just from taking one bite of anything and i don't feel thirsty, im tired but cant sleep, im so bored theres nothing to do even though i have so much shit i could be doing i cant even get up to do it. Idk if its making my depression worse or its the side effects or what the fuck is going on (I looked up the side effects of the pill and i marked down basically every box btw).

I have a month till my next visit with this new weirdo doctor and idk if i'll survive. i migt just toss them into the trash if they dont work the 15th.