With very little irl friends and a complicated relationship with my parents, I find myself reflecting on a lot of stuff. Turns out, you never really notice how lonely you actually are until you’ve got nothing distracting you from it. And that’s where I’m at right now.
It’s summer, which means two long months of doing basically nothing. Lots of free time on my hands and I kinda hate it. I guess it just sucks that i really don’t have much to look forward to right now. I’m not exactly feeling gloomy about it, but it’s more so this general numbness? It’s weird.
I’m drained 72 percent of the time, and I’ve been sleeping a lot. I’ve been writing a ton more music tho lately so I guess that’s cool.
But yeah, I don’t have all that much going on which kinda sucks.
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Xxx_Dal1TheF0x_xxX
That's my life twin, that's when I learnt to fix shit, sew, paint stuff, just try doing any DIY stuff, and yk, go for a walk, if u can, cause it's hard to be able to walk outside in this time of life, anyways, wish you my best
queenoftheunderground
I had a few summers like that when I was a teenager , best thing to do sometimes is to just hang out outside . walking and listening to music, going on little adventures to places you've never been. idk if you have lilacs in your area but I always love trying to find new lilac trees. hope ur doing alright
Hanko ☆
Yup same here even when I do find people to talk to there just not my kind...I'm always comparing myself to stuff to but it's not so good to do that we have to stop that and find ourselves on how to spend our freetime alone.