I'M LOST AT WHAT CAREER TO PERSUE

I've been recently doing research on careers i'm interested in, like study plans and stuff but i'm never really sure on what should i choose, i'm afraid, afraid of the future for this world and the motivations and plans of the ppl who lead this planet, what if i'm replaced by AI what if there's no industry for what i want to do? what if i don't get paid well enough to sustain myself? i want to do something that brings me joy for the rest of my life, something i can do at my own pace, not something i become a slave to.

Currently what i've been proyecting myself doing is, cinema direction/acting, working on audiovisual media making, or being a translator, which is something AI already does, i want to do something that allows me to be creative, something that i can have credit in, that comes to live because of me yk? but i also want economic freedom, to have the right to rest, to live life while i'm doing my job, but i think that's too much to ask for in a fucked up sistem like this. Anyway, i'm feeling hopeless.

with all the love 

-Marcy