Im back (again)

Whoa. Its been like, forever since I've been on here. But so much has happened since! I cant remember what I've written and i don't think I even talked about anything that happened. Anyway, my closest friend likes this guy that I used to like, not a problem i rly don't care, but i think he likes me, and i feel really bad for my friend cuz she really likes him, and either way i feel like he's not rly a good guy for her and that she deserves someone WAY better. 

There's this guy in my class who is friends w my friends crush and he is just so rude, I've been really nice to him cuz that's just who i am, but its gotten to a point where he's just bullying me, he just talks so much shii behind my back and to my face and I'm just pissed. I told him that we aren't friends and he's just being rude and he just body shames me and crap, I already struggle with body image so he's just ruining my mental health. 

Also, on a brighter note, I'm hanging out with a group I used to hang out with at primary school and its SUPER good, but most of the members are guys and i don't wanna seem like a pick me.. And like I feel like I like one of the guys, but i don't know, because i feel like we don't match and i feel like it just wouldn't work out, I liked him in year 4 and 6 and he knows, like it was painfully obvious, but he isn't uncomfortable about it so, yea i don't know. 

Welp, more has happened but I can't be bothered, thx for reading!