✧・゚: *✧・゚:*.・゜゜・༶ At this point in my life I've been the happiest person ever. Doing therapy really helped me and I think if u never pushed them to get me therapy I'd still be the same way I was before and I'm proud of that change. I'm doing a media course for college next year and I'm also trying to get an autism diagnosis. Me and my mum were talking about it and she thinks it'd be best for me to get it, even though my friend says I'm not, but I think I might. Just because I act 'normal' doesn't mean I don't have it entirely! I've always hated that. And how she says it like its some bad thing, there's nothing wrong with being neurodivergent.
Also me growing back my individuality after losing it throughout secondary school/high school due to wanting to fit in so bad that you end up losing yourself in the process. I used to love unicorns so much, then at some point I thought it was stupid, but now I still think unicorns ar the most gorgeous thing ever, and loving fairytales, fairies, anything whimsical or 'childish'. Glitter, I love incorporating glitter into my makeup, I feel happy when I do! I think to anybody about to go in there, please never mold yourself into somebody you don't recognise to please people you'll most likely never see again after school, it's important to hold onto your identity.
This is just a small reminder to never be afraid to want to change, to want to heal and grow, and that holding on to your childhood self and individuality is what really matters, not changing it entirely just because society won't like it. * ੈ✩‧₊˚*
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𖧷₊˚˖𓍢ִ🍓✧mariam˚.🎀༘⋆゚*
the timing is insane ngl reading this really helped
my last blog entry was about my downfall but reading this really helped me realize i can change
I'm glad this blog post helped you!! And you can, when you want to change just put your all into it and ignore anything negative coming your way, it helped me. It could help you as well but everybody's different ♥︎
by syren ❤︎; ; Report