I May Or May Not Have Severely Fucked Up

A couple weeks ago, I wrote a blog entry ranting about how annoying my job coach was being during our meeting. As you could've told by my language, I was seriously agitated with her that day. 

Well, been two weeks now. She totally ghosted me on what was supposed to have been last week's meeting, which, you know, it's not like I minded being exempt from not getting screamed at for fucking up a second phone interview on my birthday, but she didn't even answer my question mark text when she didn't show after an hour, when she usually texts me if she's running late. I'm supposed to have my next meeting with her today, but not only did she not poke me for a time and place to meet, I come to realize my texts to her don't even have the two little check marks to signify they've been read.

It's giving me a worriesome thought. Did she somehow see my blog entry about her and quit on me on the spot? How possible even is that when I wrote that entry on my phone and I don't even have an indication she knows what FriendRewind is, let alone has an account. Can she even do that, just drop a client without saying anything to the client? Then her agency would've contacted me, right? 

If she did, I'm in pretty bad trouble. She has control of the Indeed account, for one. She has control of my applications. I do have the copy of my resume, but she was the one watching for me being put in for an interview or rejected. And that's before even mentioning the shit I'm gonna be in with my mom if it turns out I shittalked my coach into quitting.

You may think I should've thought of this before I posted the entry, and I am right with you. I guess FriendRewind isn't as niche as I thought.