PULLING MY HAIR OOUTTT

Why in the WORLD is it so hard to get into university??
LET's RECAP.

I've been trying to get into a naval uni ever since last year... Yknow... Trying to get ahead of the curve and all, since I graduate THIS year... and HOLY FUCK.

I gotta get some weird proof of my studies, then my grades, then what EXACTLY I wanna do, because apparently to be a captain you gotta study SPECIFICALLY one thing, DESPITE ALL OF THEM having almost the same name, THEN I GOTTA PAY A FUUUUUCKKK TON OF MONEY, (WHICH I GUESS MAKES SENSE??) Then I LOOK TO MY LEFT.. LOOK TO MY RIGHT... AND SUDDENLY EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY PEERS ARE ALREADY GETTING READY TO ENTER! WHAT ABOUT ME?? WHERES MY ENTRY?? I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN A REPLY!!

Whatever, At LEAST I got a sign of life a few minutes ago, something about my submission being received, but that's literally it. NOTHING yet.
I get this is a specialized school, and they're going to one that's pretty open, but GOD... Why do you have to be SUUUCHH A PAIN IN THE ASSSS....
WHATEVER
I'll make it through, because GOD DAMN IT, I REFUSE TO SIT THERE LIKE A DAMN CHUD!!