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its so embarrassing being behind

ok so im 17 n yknow most of my classmates have their licenses n stuff well..

im jst now getting my permit…

n its not bc of my parents signing me up late or smth, no its bc i procrastinate the drivers ed stuff (bc i do it online) til the middle of the night n accidentally finished it at 12 am bc i was bored n can now get my permit, btw ive been signed up to my drivers ed site since sophomore yr (im gonna be a senior when school starts again..) so its not like i can blame my parents for it or smthing happening to prevent me, i jst didnt want to do it n didnt see the point n tbh i still dont like even when i get my license my family is too poor to get me a car n ik that its useful for identification n stuff for college but like im prob too stupid to get into any colleges anyway so like it will be useless n prob by the time i might be able to afford  one ill prob have to renew it anyway

anyways its so embarrassing admitting that im jst now about to get it bc all my friends have cars n stuff n even my underclassmen got cars n license b4 me so i jst seem like a baby per usual (since im stupid im usually treated like the idiot i am n lwk babied n its lwk really annoying)

anyways thats it, roz out

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DUDE. WE ARE IN THE SAME FUCKIN BOAT.  \(˚☐˚”)/ 
i'm 16. like all my friends have their fucken licenses or are working on their permits. i have the damn app. but every single time i open it up i am struck with the most intense bout of crying and anxiety because it constantly feels like i'm behind everyone else in my life all because i am Terrified of operating a motor vehicle.
^^ not trying to vent on ur vent post, i'm just saying. it's not as uncommon a situation as you'd think. i've been signed up since i turned 15, so i can resonate with the constant procrastination and feeling embarrassment for not being at the level your peers are at.
we are in this together soldier. i resonate with u so hard and i PROMISE we will drive that damn car someday. no matter how long it takes ⋆✴︎˚。⋆
go at ur own pace and you will totally get there. you got this !!! ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱

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if it makes you feel any better im 18, about to be in college and havent even started studying the dmv handbook🫩learn at your own pace and youll do fine <3



thanks, its nice to know that others r in a similar boat

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