colleges

im so glad i got accepted into ANOTHER college !! its like an all-women's college, which is so fire n exactly what i wanted. however its so far, which is kinda what i want, but like i don't want to leave my family. but i also need to leave them bc otherwise i won't have any freedom.

however, still not my dream college. but at least it fits the characteristics of my dream college (ex: requires on-campus dorm, all-women, in-state). but it doesn't seem as cool as my dream school, but maybe like having experience away from home, with only other girls will be fun. 

i js know it'll still be weird bc ill be away from all my childhood and high school friends. n yea, i do want to get away, but like i also don't. i can't imagine meeting people who don't know my first friend. like dude, she's basically my sister, how am i supposed to leave my sister? but like ik we have to go n live our lives, okay, fine, wtv. but leaving my city? ive lived here my whole life, like i don't know life away from my hometown. like even when ive like gone to nicer cities to run an errand, it doesn't feel right. like i like my crappy city, and honestly i might always gravitate towards this city.

it'll be may soon tho. n ill know by then. n ill be in some college n happy n everything.