10/22/26

i haven't felt like myself for a week, i don't know what's wrong with me. i feel like my dopamine levels are at an all time low and there is significantly less oxygen in my brain or something. i do stupid things and provoke people because of my boredom. i'm sure it's because i didn't talk to anyone this week, and i just isolated myself inside my room chronically using my computer.

anyways, i took a short walk outside earlier, it made me smell like shit since it was hot and humid however i felt a sense of relief.