idk if this is a genuine question or not but I'll answer like it is
its like js the act of talking to people and being percieved in general is horrifying, whether its irl or online I KNOW that people are there, and its like js a really really bad fear of being percieved and judged
like for example, everytime I text someone new online its like a burning feeling in my chest, feeling like im abt to cry, and js like "damn ur such a loser they're gonna judge u, jump u, gang up on u" etc so ya :'3
oh and in relation to the vlogging itself, filming in public is BOUND to flare up social anxiety, ontop of posting it online where everyone can see and judge. It just feels like a constant cycle of "Im gonna be judged I'm gonna be judged I'm such a loser I'm such a loser" But i want to get better so yeah ^^
Social anxiety i have but in irl now I can't get leave house without headphones .hmm but online is different you can just ignore or block people that annoying you is easy . Anyway people gonna judge you ,for good or bad always gonna happen so don't be scared people gonna find a way to judge. And continue do vlog, gonna make you better .
I guess its js different symptoms or causes? I know I can just block people or turn of the screen, but it doesn't solve the symptom itself(?) like its just the act of being judged and perceived or that i MIGHT be. Its similar irl. You can (kinda) ignore someone judging you, but just the fact that someone is or even just the idea that someone MIGHT judge you is already the damage.
I'm sorry to hear abt ur struggles, Hope we can both get better :3
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idk if this is a genuine question or not but I'll answer like it is
its like js the act of talking to people and being percieved in general is horrifying, whether its irl or online I KNOW that people are there, and its like js a really really bad fear of being percieved and judged
like for example, everytime I text someone new online its like a burning feeling in my chest, feeling like im abt to cry, and js like "damn ur such a loser they're gonna judge u, jump u, gang up on u" etc so ya :'3
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oh and in relation to the vlogging itself, filming in public is BOUND to flare up social anxiety, ontop of posting it online where everyone can see and judge. It just feels like a constant cycle of "Im gonna be judged I'm gonna be judged I'm such a loser I'm such a loser" But i want to get better so yeah ^^
sorry for the long reply!
by Ganymede; (edited); Report
Don't say sorry for no reason.
Social anxiety i have but in irl now I can't get leave house without headphones .hmm but online is different you can just ignore or block people that annoying you is easy . Anyway people gonna judge you ,for good or bad always gonna happen so don't be scared people gonna find a way to judge. And continue do vlog, gonna make you better .
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Thanks, also south park peak lolz. ^^
I guess its js different symptoms or causes? I know I can just block people or turn of the screen, but it doesn't solve the symptom itself(?) like its just the act of being judged and perceived or that i MIGHT be. Its similar irl. You can (kinda) ignore someone judging you, but just the fact that someone is or even just the idea that someone MIGHT judge you is already the damage.
I'm sorry to hear abt ur struggles, Hope we can both get better :3
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You right ,and thx
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