ive got maggots for brains

wow ... 8 year old me would be so disappointed to find out that i had the bummy loser teenage experience instead of the cool one. 

i had always imagined myself being the cool mysterious 17 year old girl that would idfk rule the world or whatever when i played in family?! but now that i am 17, i just stay cooped up in my room all day bedrotting and doing nothing.

i feel so cringe to falling into the angsty depressed moody teenage stereotype. like ewww everything people say is true!! they do infact remove the joy and whimsy out of your life when you get older.

ok im done bye