sucks

i wish i was able to keep friendships and not have them be abandoned within 2 days

i dunno why its really hard to do,,,, but even when someone does try to keep a friendship with me and messages me everyday it kinda pmo (except for my best friends :-] i like talking to them everyday)

i think its just that i dont like talking to multiple people at once??? after all i do get socially drained really easily,,,,

also i dont really find myself to be THAT exciting to be around unless we're REALLY close, and that already is hard to get to 

thats maybe part of the reason im not the most fond of making new friends? or at least committing to them

okay im done complaining about life now cya ✌