Being a "good" person

Kinda just tossing my thoughts out here since it's something I occasionally think about a lot

I would say that I've improved rather significantly as person compared to how I was 2 years ago(?). But even then I'm still not perfect which I mean of course I'm not, nobody is right? But it's something that constantly lurks in the back of my mind about how I'm just not doing ENOUGH. I dwell on it and eventually ends up causing me to lash out or have destructive impulses. It's a very childish mindset and I'm continuing to make progress towards getting out of that headspace

I still have my friends who've been very supportive and aided me with this struggle, but I also shouldn't have them babysit me either. I shouldn't be their responsibility when they already have entire cans of worms of their own. It's all up to me to show I can take care of myself and hopefully, show that I can actually be a "good" person

(On a more positive note I just now figured out you can have Layouts with these blogs!)