Not so good mental health for me today

My mental health isn't feeling very good anymore...

First, While i was animating a short animation based on a dream i had today, when i was picking up some sound effects from a flash project, Flash 8 just closes itself and the executable program itself was deleted later on

And it was been 1 years since i am a swimmer student in the swimming class. I am serious! I've been going to the swimming lesson without a break! Even if i am a good swimmer! And the problem for this is... I need to pay if i don't go to the swimming lesson!!! Its a greedy torture!!! I really which i need to get a new life if my new house was built! So i can join myself all alone!

But atleast i have reinstalled Flash 8! And to continue animating!