digital diary ⋆⭒˚.⋆ 10/08/26

hello hello again !! ^^

i forgot to write yesterday,,,AGAIN arrgGgHHhH >:( unfortunately, I also cannot remember anything from yesterday,,,depression kinda got the best of me and I just existed and felt miserable ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა 

I'm currently trying to write my term paper for one of my english seminars ( FUN FACT: i currently study german as my major and english as my minor, hihi ),,,focus on TRYING!! I just cannot get myself to actually sit on my ass and concentrate,,,I already failed a course this semester because I just could bring myself to do the work,,,ANNOYING!! 

anyway, I sat outside for some time so I could "focus on my uni stuff" ( a being needs their cigarettes, okay ??!!! ) when it suddenly started POURING and STORMING !! as cringy as it sounds, I just laid down in the rain for some time and felt a lot better ( and wetter ) afterwards so that was nice !! :D 

TODAY I managed to put on some clothes and get groceries and ACTUALLY sat outside to focus and get some of my uni work done so that is GREAT !! ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´- 

I swear I wear other shirts besides this one,,,it is just very comfy ૮꒰ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა also peep the minecraft socks :P looking quite colourful today teehee !!

other than that, the day has been pretty boring,,,my mum has been annoying the SHIT out of me but I guess that's just parents,,,can't wait to get back to my own place soon AAAAAAA !! i actually live together with my best friend and her boyfriend and its been nearly a month since ive last seen them,,,very sad :((

lately, i spend all my time trying to distract myself from reality so i've literally just been reading and sketching ( still didn't finish my lily painting ) and rewatching supernatural :,)

ANYWAY that's it for tonight,,,probably forgot to mention at LEAST half of what I wanted but oh well,,,this is pretty long the way it is ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

so long and goodnight :P