Honestly life has been pretty bad to me this month. I usually always try to stay positive, but right now everything just sucks. Man.
I have literally no food in my house, which sucks. Atleast today im going food shopping. Im pretty excited actually, because I can get my snack, and inngredients to cook/bake something. Idk what im gona make yet though. I started a little gogle sheet that tracks my chores and stuff, it has really helped me stay motivated, although I have been sluggish the past few days because of my period.
Im a little disappointed in myself because i did not shower yesterday. I get so scared of the shower because I always hallucinate when im in it. Idk, and i get so paranoid of roaches and stuff. I feel like showering before 8 might be better for me, because I feel much calmer then. I'll probably shower after this.
Besides all that, my boyfriend left me. I guess it was mutual. I wish it didnt happen. Hes moving all the way to florida, im in new york. I guess the distance is hurting him too much. He gets so depressed. I wish i could have been more understanding. He never goes to work, his parents are always mad at him. He told me I was the only thing that made him happy anymore. I dont wana type anymore
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Cysper04
That's sad but I wish this month and the rest of this year and also for the years to come will be somehow great for you and your family and your loved ones Financial Wise and Health Wise and all around. :)