My 2nd big band performance :'(

I have a band performance on the weekend for school, which sucks sm!!! I have to wear my formal uniform on Saturday, tho ig i dont have to worry about impressing the others kids in my band. They r all older than me by like 2-3 years and all r super cool. But anyways i always have bad performance anxiety and last night i couldnt sleep :( idk whats wrong with me i always feel like im not good enough for my band. I have 2 more days to practice cuz i kept procrastinating. I have one more practice with my band before we perform and im stressing out a bit. 

But on a good note i saved up for a laptop, which is big for me cuz now im broke but i have a crappy laptop instead of an ipad!!! (A wins a win)

It was also the first week of school and i really hope this term goes by quick i can't wait for the holidays. (T-T)

Anyways wish me luck ig, i hope the person reading this is having a better week than me. Mawh xoxo