I miss my friends

Me and my group used to hang out a lot. I miss 2020, when would all be on rocket league or fortnite or roblox or any other game we used to play. I miss 2024 when everybody was on and we made albums or songs together. I probably won’t be able to do that again, and coming to that realization has made me put extra emphasis on times when my new group can hang out. Des Vu really ruins moments for me, but it keeps me from being nostalgic in the future, which i appreciate. I’m sure my old friends have moved on. I feel awkward and like im bothering them whenever i ask to hang out like we used to. I dont wanna be that guy who reminisces on his high school years 40 years after graduating, but damn. Life moves on and everyone leaves eventually, i guess