Peter Pan or just Me?

When i was younger I used to watch a lot of Nickelodeon and Disney Channel. iCarly, That's so Raven, Henry Danger, Lab Rats, Zoey 101, etc. My favorite superhero is the basic Superman. I love cities that have bad reputations like Los Angeles and New York City. 

Since I've grown older I started to rewatch them back to back. I remember when I was first watching power rangers...the sun was up being blocked by my blinds but still I have a hue, i had a bowl of frosted flakes, I had my batman blanket underneath me as I sat on the hard floor, I had my DC shirt on while watching the tv eyes glued. Then three days go about... I wish I could experience that happiness and comfort again. So I try to redo every step. Block the sun, get a bowl of cereal, put power rangers on the tv, get my batman blanket and put my DC shirt back on even if it's dirty. 

The next two days go by, I want to feel that same comfort again. I can't block the sun anymore because it's cloudy, I can't make my bowl of cereal because there's no more milk, I can't put power rangers back on because my remote stopped working, I can't get my batman blanket because it's torn and dirty, and I can't put my DC shirt back on because I lost it. Then i get sad and depressed. I wake up one day and the cycle repeats with different things. This sounds like a dude going insane but maybe that's just me... but Google said I died 12 weeks ago (lmao)