Firstly: Im new on here, so I'm still exploring and working on my prof :)
Secondly: English is my 4th Language so please have mercy

Now lets get to the point
I have a Fuckass English Exam tomorrow and I feel like I deleted all my writing knowledges from my brain.
...So Idk why but I feel very unprepared for this, even tho I normally always have been quite confident about English and I actually studied the last 3 days for it.
However I think my English teachers from last year destroyed my confidence!!! They were both so evil.
I always felt, and WAS so good in English - I always got the best grade and my teachers praised me... but those two, last year... They had me feeling stupid as hell. They completely roasted my writing and talking. 
I had two english classes Last year - One normal level and one advanced. BUT THE NORMAL ONE FELT HARDER.
My normal teacher was like this snobby British guy, who talked shit about everyone and everything with no shame. His only goal was making feel everyone poor and uneducated.

In his class all we did was write essays and talk on oxford level english. He was judging and bullying us for our bad vocabulary. THIS IS GERMANY U MEAN ENGLISH MAN. 
My normal English teacher before him was like so nice and she always did fun things AND SHE GAVE ME MY A.
Bro he even became assistant principal after a moth of teaching??? HOW???
He literally asked on the second day if we weren't the advanced class year 12. LIKE BRO DIND'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HE WAS TEACHING AND AFTER WE SAID WE WERE THE NORMAL CLASS 11 HE DIND'T DROP THE DIFFICULTY OF THE CLASS.

So nevertheless my actual advanced english teacher was even worse.
She was like backhanded mean. She would stand behind me in a test and say.
"Oh honey, you can't seriously write something like this in a testttt"
ARGSJHWHEED
Oh she made everyone so mad. I don't even want to go into detail. Her personality was like "Gen-Z Teacher" she used slang, she was also super unorganized and did everything with ChatGPT.
SHE GAVE THE AMERICAN GUY IN MY CLASS AN B. 

I had an C in her exam and an B- in the normal class. BUT I WAS SO CONFIDENT ABOUT BOTH MY EXAMS BUT THEY BULLIED THE SHIT OUT OF ME.
Now I know these grades aren't bad, but im just used to better in English. 

Thank God, none of them are my teachers anymore.
Even tho my male english teacher actually praised me on the last day (after making me feel horrible for half the year he was teaching).
I was very scared of him, cause I talked shit about him in the hallway and I was quite sure he heard it. Well he probably didn't or he liked my honest feedback ig cause he gave me an B at the end. 

Now lets carry on
My new English Teacher is quite chill and definitely not as bad. I got an A/A- in the test - which was a little rude cause she would't give me half a fuckass point more so she gave me two grades?? Well, at least she isn't evil.

Im hoping she will not expect a Royalty level english essay in the exam, but im still scared after last year, cause this year is actually important for my future.
I actually wanted to write about my art project today and the two days before already, but this english exam was really bothering me and still is. 

Now I didn't actually attend to rage in this post, but i couldn't hold back. I should go to sleep now cause the Exam is in the first hour. 
Lowkey sorry for yapping this much, but I feel freer now. 

Thats it for today, wish me luck. 

Ara Ara, Sayonara Fellows.