solace, acceptance, and all things happy

I think a lot 

too much 

how about I stop for a quick two years 

I think its time for me to throw in the towel once again and give my head to the leash 

"No, why would you do that" he says 

I've just been doing it for so long... and what for?

"with these things its best to just power through and wait"

there was never a voice, its always been me

just an extension of myself

he used to be the weird one but at some point along the way I think it was me who changed

I thought too much and got stuck in Narnia

I'll just sit back and rest while he does the talking

I've earned it haven't I?

I think its time I stop fighting it and just give into insanity

sport a smile in solace and lie till they break down my door

"like you'd change" 

yeah I know

"all talk"

ik

"kill yourself"

k

I tried screaming today but sounded like a bitch