guten abend freund!!!! (´• ω •`) today is new day! and is a special day... my outside time! so i am ecstatic of life!
in japanese term.. i am "引きこもり" .. in broad american terms, i am a shut-in with severe fear of people . sometimes i can go many month without stepping outdoors for more then.. 4 minute. but is ok, this is how i want to live life . people are scary.. and world is scary , to. as of recent , i have been going outside more.. but not for very long , just for necessities .
my room has become .. clutter ..... (╥_╥) lots of clutter i am ashamed of.. but, it will be ok , will clean at some point.
am waiting to go to thrift store , but baaba needs to get car tire fixed first 
Σ(O_O) em,, talking about interaction with the outside.. have realized i have stomach ache , and do not feel good.. am hoping i can still go..?
hopefully! if stomach doesnt keep hurting so much.. i can go outside! maybe will show freunds the pictures of thrift store? we will see!
bye bye freunds, here is video for your travels.. very nice artist.. 
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stevee
i don't like people... and socializing is a pain for me. what if i stutter or mispronounce something? i feel like most of the time when i open my mouth i embarrass myself. still, the self-isolation has been slowly killing me from the inside and i do want to try and get out there more. maybe there's cool people to meet, but i keep putting off stuff.
go and be out there friend steve! even if is hard, personally cant relate much to wanting to try ☆⌒(>。<) but , i am hoping you can get out there! good lucks!
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