Im so fucking stuiped

I feel so dumb I though I could trust someone and there spreading stuff about me and its gotten me in trouble with my family my dad's the type of person to get in your face and scream at you I hate he makes me feel so worthless all I wanna do is curl up in a ball and cry I hate my life so much almost everyday I think about ending it all and how I fell like no one loves me and how unlovable I am all I ever wanted was to feel loved like when I was a little kid I feel so abandoned and alone why doesn't anyone love or like me I dont understand why