today was weird af

ok so i wanted to get up around 9 or 10 to clean the clothes and other things in my room while the cleaners were here, and then proceed to the backyard to do some art...i did wake up but i couldn't get myslef out of bed.... i woke up again at 12 very disappointed.... then i wake up around 1 or 1:30 and i scroll on my phone then my mum comes home n shes like hey you have to go to therapy in 30 minutes ohmygod. devastating i knew i had it today but ohmygod bruh getting out of bed 30minutesbefore that. not fun but it was chill it turned into an alright day. i cried a lot but at least it was appropriate for the settinglol>?

thats kind of it. sorta sad and my holidays is ending sooon sigh but its alright i think ill feel better at school 

even if im in a strange friendgroup situation that  no one can seebutme and i feel crazy.

but thats for another blog. he tryna ignore it like ok. 

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