How I wish that I have my own person, whom I can tell all the happenings in my life. But I’m afraid that’s not possible. I am not a fool to trust a person that much. I can feel that my life’s falling apart, but I have no reason but to continue surviving... The life that I didn’t choose to be in, life that I didn’t ask for. I hate it here. But how could I tell that to my Mother’s face when I know that she did all her best to raise me? I hate to think that I’m being all selfish here, but what I hate the most is getting blamed for the things I've never asked for to begin with. I don’t actually wanna die, and I don’t exactly wanna live either... I just want this to end. The sufferings that everyone had cost me, same as the sufferings that I had cost to everyone. Maybe I just need to take a break from everything, idk lol.
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Niyako
Well, life sucks, doesn't it? But, life also doesn't suck. You're here, you're stuck here. One day you won't be, and that day is absolute. Your time is limited, and there's endless possibilities out there. There's at least a billion people who'd like you, so drop your walls. Find friends, get close, get your heart broken, grow stronger, and move on to find more friends. Life isn't a perfect road, but a mountain to tread.
But hey, one day you'll reach the peak and find the beautiful sun staring right at you, and isn't that worth living for?