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Not completely out of your control. Almost completely out of your control! Almost.

For now, you still have your voice. Talk to people, especially in your voting district. Especially if they are 'fence sitting' on issues that are important to you.

For now, you can still contact your representatives. Mayor, governor, representative in the house, senators, your state legislators, any and all. If you email them, that's better than nothing. A phone call, if you get more than voice mail, is worth maybe 10 emails. A letter with a stamp affixed and all is worth maybe ten phone calls.

They listen to people that actually reach out to them, and if you can get a few local friends to do the same, it magnifies it. (especially to your representative in the House, it's an election year, and yours is a voice only against the others in your district, not the whole country, nor even the whole state.

Now, about being stuck.

Right now you have an opportunity.

The opportunity to harness the powers of "poor" and "bored"

There are few other forces that motivate creativity more than this!

You draw! Even NOT on your tablet, if you're still waiting for your cord. Go art something!

Think on the things that are still 'free' like a walk down the street, or at the park, ir the local woods, or whatever. But direct it! Look for the things that inspire you creatively. Or, at least, if something catches your eye, don't blow that off,  ut think on what it can do for your creative juices.



Youโ€™re definitely right. Iโ€™m a blue dot in a bright, primary red state, so it seems almost futile, but maybe thereโ€™s at least one state politician that will give my voice a chance. I wonโ€™t know until I try.

Iโ€™ve been meaning to go out and about to local parks and such. My health makes it hard to be out for long periods of time, especially in the heat, but I know Iโ€™ve gotten better over the last few months. I survived Disney! I may start small and just sit out on the balcony if the wasps will allow me lol. Thereโ€™s a lake in the back yard, I might just sit and stare for a while and see what inspires me :)

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Doesn't even have to be in nature. In the heart of the city there's a place where an iron beam meats the concrete, and it's always in shade. With the drippings of this or that, it's always damp. There is an entropic beauty to the color of the rust within the many peeled paint corners on that beam, in how that rust streaks down the concrete with the movement of moisture. How the feint green of some sort of algae emanates around it and along the shadier damp spot. The green a contrast to the beige-grey of the concrete, made dark by the moisture, and ruddy-brown if the old iron. Art is everywhere! And the way that algae clings, life finds a way! 

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i really get this โ™ก

i hope getting back to your tablet feels easy, even if it's just messy at first. i don't think your creativity is gone, just kind of buried under everything right now <3



Thank you, thatโ€™s a good way of looking at it <3

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Oh man, yeah I feel that creativity guilt. I used to draw all the time in high school and university but I think the university burnout killed it alongside with the joy I got from photography. Sometimes I try to get it back but it doesn't stick. Best of luck to us both there. I'm sure we can overcome it ๐Ÿ’œ



What is it with college sucking the joy out of people?? it's such a scam i swear

I believe in both of us!! We've got this! I think seeing each other's creative endeavors can be inspiring :)

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To be fair part of my problem is that I was working way too many hours on top of being in school full time for a while and that probably broke something in my brain, but doing all that stuff for a grade was probably also definitely not great ๐Ÿ™ƒ Ah well. We persevere :)

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it's really easy to get swallowed up by the negativity (say no to doomscrolling!) but I hope you can find a teeny tiny itsy bit of comfort knowing that we're all in it together. suffering still, but together nonetheless. :P also, art is resistance! your art is AMAZING and beautiful and the world would be so lucky to see more from you!



Weโ€™re all in this togetherrrr~

But seriously, thank you <3 my brain likes to tell me I suck at what I do so hearing that I actually donโ€™t is very comforting haha

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I'm also unemployed at the moment - somehow I managed to pick up another temporary gig, but it's so rough these days when it comes to any kind of employment. Hell, even with a paycheck it's tough. 

I can relate to the artistic burnout. It's painful but it's important because there are times in life where you do need to slow down, assess your health and find another way to create that doesn't hurt ya. But I'm confident that you'll find your way through the bumps in the road!



The job market is absolute trash right now, so good on you for being able to find something, even if it is just temporary. Hereโ€™s hoping weโ€™re both able to find something more stable in the near future!

Burnout sucks so much, especially when itโ€™s from something you enjoy doing. Iโ€™m gonna take it slow, but maybe just doodling and easing myself back into it will help me get my spark back. Thanks for the vote of confidence friend <3

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I had no idea you could do a tarot on yourself ngl 



You absolutely can!! It's so good for introspection and making sense of what's going on in your life and in your head. I know a lot of people say you have to be gifted your first deck but that's not true either haha

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Guess I might have to give it a go! 

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I know the feeling of perfectionism all too well, especially recently (...read: today and two days ago, namely); i have to put a fair bit of effort in to say "it doesn't matter what, just do something, and it'll work out eventually", despite knowing from experience that it's true.

thankfully, sharing my art here and with my friends on discord has helped a lot, hearing n' seeing encouragement even when i'm doubtful myself.

PS: though it's extremely late for it, maybe i should make a post about my annual new-years tarot reading i do, which is really the only time i get the cards out nowadays "^  ^) (i used to carry them around with me years back, using them as like a discussion partner / contemplation engine when i wasn't sure about something - kinda like a much more complex version of that whole "flip a coin on it, and then just gauge your reaction instead of following it directly" idea)



I think a lot of artists struggle with this, so just know you definitely aren't alone in that. It's so hard going against what your brain tells you, because it's like, that's *my brain*, why am I fighting myself?? Human psyches are weird, man.

I'm glad you're finding encouragement to keep going! From what I've seen of your work so far, I can tell you're extremely creative and talented and have so much potential to really create something fantastic!

And please do post, I would love to read it!! I've been reading on and off (but mostly off) for about five or six years now. I kinda just pick my cards up whenever I get a random spark of inspiration, but now I'm really trying to be more consistent with my practice. Would love to trade readings if you ever want to get some practice in!

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