i'm in lword w her and idk what to do (anti-tcc/homophobic dni)

okay so, there is a girl that i know online (yes ik it's stupid to be in love in virtual friends) but we have so much things in commun, like, we have the same musical taste, movie taste, and all that. she understand me so well, she's interested in true crime too, anyways she's the perfect person i ever know ₊ (⇀‸↼‶) ₊

anyways... and like i told her 2months ago if she wanted to be w me, she said if i can wait (OFC I CAN WAIT I WILL NEVER LOOSE AN AMEZING PERSON LIKE HER) and after that i asked if this means that isn't a no, and she replied that yes is not a no. Since that, i'm scared to asked again, like, i don't want to pass myself as a pushy. all my friend said she loves me bc idk she always says that i'm pretty, super cool, she calls me "vodka"/"v" bc it was Dylan klebold's nicknames and she knows how much i love and relate to him (i love her so much fuck) and all that, but i'm so scared

fuck idk what to do i'm loss (=_=') 

(ps im french so mb if my sentence are wrong)